I need to start thinking and doing things for myself. because I know that no matter how good of friends I have I need to listen to myself cuz I can only be the judge of what’s for me and what’s not. if I want to wear something do something or say something I need to be true to myself otherwise I’m just going to continue to be unhappy and that’s something I don’t want to be no matter what. I need to follow through with my ambitions and say what I really feel and do whatever the hell makes me happy and I can’t listen to people who constantly put me down.
Up out of bed at three and I feel like I’m dying. But if she’s there next to me, then there’s no use in crying.